 | Welcome | Aug 19, 2006 |
Just had my skin test last tuesday, I found out that Im highly allergic to Dust mites, house dust, chicken, brewer's yeast and corn. Im moderately allergic to Beef pork pineapple apple lemon and orange. Haay all for the love of the having no rashes, Sabi ni RD, "Wag kana Kumain mag rice ka na lang total jan ka naman wala allergies, lalaki tyan mo, wag kana sama bora mag pansol ka na lang kc di ka aabot sa bet natin" Sabi ni Alden "Ganda nga skin mo may brain Gap ka naman" hahaha ewan, weng weng ako now sa gamot. Antok at gutom ako lagi kahit kakagicing ko lang You know that Im clumsy
You know that I dont eat Kare Kare, Binagoongan, Balot at Pinakbet
You know that I improvise lyrics, I sing songs with my invented lyrics hehehe
You know that I am pikon
You know that I love tofu(tokwa)
You know that I cook
You know that Im kaladkarin(you can invite me anywhere wag lang magastos)
You know that when I raised my voice it doesnt mean Im angry
You know that I dont by expensive clothes( luckily the cheap one looks good on me hehehe)
You know that I really wanted to be mature but cant let go of my bratty habits
You know that I have credit card debts and I paying regularly and swiping diligently
You know that I am very particular with my skin
You know that I have mababaw-na-kaligayahan
short temper rude comments Another credit card company called up offering to deliver their pre approved card. I do remember rejecting the same agent twice. Having said too much, I gave up and complied to the questions. Then I snap. "Sir, ano po full name ng mother nila?" agent asked "Sir, di po pede yun? same po ba family name ng father at mother nyo?" agent tactlessly reacted "Miss, pede mo bang i cancel yang ginagwa mong request para sakin? Kasi nakakabadtrip na talga mga tanong mo" I said, then put the phone down. Sometimes I do wonder if these people were train to handle cases like I do have. I did not happen to me once or twice but almost everytime I need to file a public document. I have been listening to some songs recently, country music is humbling. Listen to it and you would understand what I mean.
Download this and other original video files with Multiply Premium. | Im back | Feb 6, '09 3:21 PM
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Im here again. its 4 am in the morning and im sittin in front of my laptop. I woke up this evening at around 12mn. 6 msg and 2 misscalls, all from RJ and Alden. My head is spinning and I cant hardly move. I manage to call alden to ask where he is. On his way to emba, oh well i might have to pass this time. I kind short of the will and the money to go out tonight. i txted some more to ask if anyone else is going, so maybe and just maybe i can muster/ gain enough strength to go about. I txtd despensa message to alden and rj i jst cant get enough to get up and go out. 2 am i finally did. I check for my laptop. hmm I havent touched it for 2 weeks now.. Thank god i did not get this on my own, I know myself i easily abandon stuff. Earl just txted he is in pier one boracay. cool thing, it just reminded me to check for another hotel booking for the holy week. I need to find a room that both satisfy the price and comfort. Guess this wont be as tough as before considering the number of rooms in bora now. I message Dee to show the room that I found, it's something like 1000 per head 3d/2n accom at clubten. I think this is cool. I wonder if they got room for holyweek still? I might have to ask Earl to go and check the places and save the txt file of contacts and addresses i might need this. Dee loves the pic she's seeing, I think it's a deal as well. So me, Dee, Lore, Jansen, Chat and Msill are goin to bora come may cool hehehe. Dee's YM just turned idle. She's off to Paris, el ciude du lit. I envy and pity her job at the same time. It pretty cold now in Paris, and very Romantique this time of the year Lately, I have been struggling with work. I dont know too much familiarity I guess. Im actually getting stress for not thinking to much. hahah oh well sometimes we need to be thankful for what we have and say nothing more. Amen Hmmm I use to think that life is a club. Sometimes people messes with you, other times your alone at one corner then, the hell a hottie bumps and smile at you. hahaha but seriously i think its more like a zoo. Monkeying around never ceases, bullishness with prospects are needed, parroting the best that you have observe to overcome Elephantile challenges. This only means one thing Im bored and I dont know how to remedy it. Im lonely and i cant do anything about it. The great empire will be torn from limb,
The all-powerful one for more than four hundred years:
Great power given to the dark one from slaves come,
The Aryana will not be satisfied thereby. i grow up in the province with my mom working here in Manila and my pop doing what he loves most moving from Negros-Manila-Iloilo-Cebu-CDO-Butuan. I am writing this because i realize that sometimes I felt satisfied everytime i exhaust the patience of someone i dont like.. The Devil in me would go and grin, telling himself " hehehe revenge is sweet,maldito" I have this tita whom i have mix feeling with, I actually call him Mama+name and her husband Papa+name. She is nice from time to time but i hate it when i have toys that her sons would borrow and never return. I hate more when she ask me to eat veges more and less meat and fish. She is a pastry master and had this business wherein people would order pastries from her. I was 5 then and got toys from mom and occasionally from pop. Cousin Jabe ask to borrow for my frisbee, it has been a week and i was still unreturn. So i went to their house to get it. I was five then, so when my tita saw me she went into her rhetorics and ask me where's my yaya and how come im already awake as it was 8 in the morning. I ask her for the frisbee, she said she dont know where it was and ask me to go home. I said no I want i want my frisbee back. She commented that Im a stubborn kid, hard headed i may say. Almost everyone in the family plays basketball and you can find ball somewhere in the house. I saw this ball on the floor so I grab it and did a hard dribble, The ball bounces so hard and I hit the wedding cake tita was decorating. She was like GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, and almost hit me with the plastic spatula she was holding. In my panic I run out of the house towards home. while doing so I was actually laughing my heart out hehehehe
Maldito hehehe
| Racism | Aug 15, '08 1:34 AM
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I read it on the news last night, saw it on tv this morning. Indeed the Spanish team did something that is racially insensitive to others and well cute for some. Surprisingly no comment has gotten out from Beijing and Seur the Spanish Basketball team sponsor hasnt receive any form of complaint from the Chinese Authority 
What is racism by the way? Being part Chinese(believe me on this), I ussually use the word Chekwa when referring to some Chinese friends or just Chinese in general. Am I racist? Am I being insensitive? To others I am, Chekwa they say is like being called a FLIP in the US of being Pinoy. For me it is not, it is like being called Dong by a Bisaya, an term of endearment and promotes a sense that we know each other so treat me well thing. Chekwa if it is indeed racist I think should be more acceptable that being called a Viejo. It connotes Chinese as mabaho and unclean. Racism is stereotyping, it discriminates against color, habits, looks and origin. It is a colonialist mentality that puts little value on the natives(indio). They think that we are superior because we conquered you. Your technology is primitive ours is better. But today it has evolve into something else, like Indians are into 5-6, chinese are rich businessmen who pays less to employees, Castilaloy are haciendero, Muslims are into pirated business and well Bisayan are katulong and driver. Racism is something that we should avoid, on my part from now on I would stop using the word Chekwa to refer to Chinese people, If it would make the whole world a bit more sensitive Just want to share to you guys a email sent to me today. It's corny but it's enlightening.. An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . . Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So you Believe in GOD ? Student : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is GOD Good ? Student : Sure. Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ? Student : Yes. Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm? ( Student is silent ) Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good? Student : Yes. Professor : Is Satan good ? Student : No. Professor : Where does Satan come from ? Student : From . . . GOD . . . Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World? Student : Yes. Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct? Student : Yes. Professor : So who created evil ? (Student does not answer) Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So, who Created them ? ( Student has no answer ) Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD? Student : No, sir. Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD? Student : No , sir. Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter? Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't. Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM? Student : Yes. Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son? Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith. Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has. Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat? Professor : Yes. Student : And is there such a thing as Cold? Professor : Yes. Student : No sir. There isn't. ( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events ) Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it. ( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre ) Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness? Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness? Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something … You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you? Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ? Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed. Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how? Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey? Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do. Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir? ( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going ) Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher? ( The Class is in Uproar ) Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain? ( The Class breaks out into Laughter ) Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir? (The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable) Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son. Student : That is it sir . . . The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive. An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . . Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So you Believe in GOD ? Student : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is GOD Good ? Student : Sure. Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ? Student : Yes. Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm? ( Student is silent ) Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good? Student : Yes. Professor : Is Satan good ? Student : No. Professor : Where does Satan come from ? Student : From . . . GOD . . . Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World? Student : Yes. Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct? Student : Yes. Professor : So who created evil ? (Student does not answer) Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they? Student : Yes, sir. Professor : So, who Created them ? ( Student has no answer ) Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD? Student : No, sir. Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD? Student : No , sir. Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter? Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't. Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM? Student : Yes. Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son? Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith. Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has. Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat? Professor : Yes. Student : And is there such a thing as Cold? Professor : Yes. Student : No sir. There isn't. ( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events ) Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it. ( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre ) Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness? Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness? Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something… You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you? Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ? Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed. Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how? Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey? Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do. Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir? ( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going ) Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher? ( The Class is in Uproar ) Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain? ( The Class breaks out into Laughter ) Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir? (The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable) Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son. Student : That is it sir . . . The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive. I woke up this morning with 5 missed calls and 9 message. Two of the message are from the usual sender of forwarded message. Then three from globe and the others from my mother. The message, "are you in the office or still at home answer my CALL". I thought maybe she found out that I did not pay the Citibank bill that I owed her hehehe. So I txt her to call me again. Mom: Where are you? Me: sa bahay I just woke up, why? Mom: ah good, dont go to your office, may coup? Me: ha? sino namang gago ang may pasimuno? Mom: Si Trillanes, wag kana pasok bka maipit ka Me: di naman siguro delikado. san ba sila? Mom: sa Manila Penn daw, nasa tv. Me: ok wait baba lang ako, haay naku sana wala pasok kc ang lamig Mom: wag kana pasok, Me: eto hala nasa manila penn pala talga, nak ng, ano nanaman gusto nila? Mom: malay ko Me: kailangan ko pumasok wala naman kasing coup dyan sa NY, tsaka baka mapagalitan ako Mom: oh sige mag taxi kana lang, diretso na sa office ingat ka Me: sige, you'll know if delikado na talaga, ipapaalam ko sayo Mom: ok ingat Filipinoes are born masochist. We prey on bad news, we chatted about others failure, we see pessimism in every good deeds by the government business and church. We are people that when confronted with good news we felt misled and awed, then the next reaction would be a gloomy face with a hint of "so what the catch" look. What proofs do I have? Who made me say this? Who am I to say this? I am a nobody, a soul the works in the office from 12 noon till 9 pm from mondays to fridays. I can no longer bear the feeling of hatred and nuissance of the news flash on tv. I can no longer bear the infighting in our society. I can no longer keep my impulses from telling the world that I am angry, angry at my people and the institutions that promotes division rather than unison. Proof, check out the current quarterly financial report of ABS - CBN. These media, they bombard us with all these information that kill every inch of hope in your soul. Making your tired helpless soul to crawl to a fetal formation shouting for justice to come and rescue it from the saddenning situation your into. These Media networks profits from the reports their feeding us. I cannot blame them because there is a demand for it. I 150 person rally in Ayala Ave quickly becomes a massive rally of 1500 person as camera angles suggest it to be on tv. On the otherhand their there to supply the demand for gory news of the Philippine society. Who do we blame? Nobody but ourselves, if there's no demand, no supply. Take it as an insult or not, Filipinoes are not that mature to take informations as it is. Ours is a culture that wanted more than it can handle, take for example democracy. We are proud to masquerade around Asia as the freest when it comes to rights.But corruption is rampant, big political crocs have the jaws open ready to devour anything that our people produces. Fiefdoms reign in provinces where the number of pigs or cows quickly outnumbers those who can read and write effectively. Towns if not entire new Provinces are created to serve better the people, but true enough basic services are absent because the IRA budget left in the hand of these political crocs were devoured, and sadly on a third of the original amount goes around to for services. Blame it on CRAB MENTALITY  She may never be perfect, but she did her best
She loves me in absence, but she always made her present felt She is everything to me, and I miss her so much.. I havent seen her in 4 years and I do not wish to make that 5 I was watching this movie at STAR Movies just minutes ago, the title of the movie is Innocemt Voices. An El Salvadorean movie about people caught between the guirrella war and that of the army. The movie was not told by lovers or adults. Its was told through the eyes of Chava an 11 year old boy who got a childhood friends who joined the army by force recruitment and an uncle who is a guirella leader. http://www.innocentvoicesmovie.com/ During a war there is no such thing as code of coduct, a sa akong paglabay inyong batangan, ikaw ang gilauman
sa akong paglabay ikaw ang akong gihanduman
sa akong paglabay ikaw akong gipanagamatam ng makit.an usa.duha.tulo, mingtulo na ning luha ko
upat.lima.unom, mingsakit na ning dughan ko sauna, permi ko nimong ginatawagan
sauna, permi ko nahibalo sa imong kahimtang sa kalit lang nawala ka
sa kalit lang imo kong gbiyaan duha na ka adlaw sukad nahanaw na
duha na ka adlaw sukad ming.ingon kang insakto na minglaum ko, sa imong pagbuli sa akong paghangyo
minglaum ko, sa imong pagbalik sa ako hadlok kong dili na madayun
hadlok kong dili na mahinayun damgo ug pagdait sa imong gugma, mauy akong kalipay
damgo ug pagdait sa imong gugma, mauy akong kusog ning kalibutana kung mahurot man ning akong ginhawa hinaot ikaw dili mokatawa
kung mahurot man intawon, imong mo kong duawon bugnaw na ang hangin, nga mibulhot sa akong aping
bugnaw na ang hangin, gimingaw na ako sa imong pag amping guol ning dughan ko
ning guot ning akong ginhawa
bout nang kalimtan nga ang kalibutan kai nawala ka ingon ka gusto ko nimo, pero ngano milakaw man ka
ingon ka ginahigugma ko nimo, pero nganong imo man kong gipahilak
ingon ka imo kung alimahon aron dili nako mag sakit, pero ikaw man ang nagpasakit sa akun ayaw na tawon ko pahilaka
kai dili tam.is ning akong pagkahimutanga
ayaw na tawon ko palauma
kai dili sayon ang maghulat sa wala dili nako muhuwat, kaw dili nako buot nga mag.uban pa ta
dili nako muhuwat, kai dili ko gustong maluoy pa
dili nako muhuwat, kai dili ko kayang makita ka ginahigugma kita, pero asa man ang imong balos
ginahigugma kita, pero nganong imo man kong gpasakitan
ginahigugma kita, pero nganong milakaw ka man guol, sakit, dili na nako maantos ang tanan hinaot unta dili na nimo ni buhaton sa uban sakit angkunon nga gihigugma ko pa ikaw
sakit mabal an ang kamatuoran Its dirty
It ruins family
It kills(literally)
It does not recognize friends
I will only make the poor poorer and some election hardened politico greedy for power and more money to corrupt.
It will only make rural life more miserable.
Thank God my grandmother refuses to take side this election. Sana di na forever.
Saturday had always been my busy day, I ussually call up my frens from the province to update on daily issues," chismis " if I were to use the street version of chit-chat.
Since next monday would be election day already I cant help but ask them whom their voting for senator(Im not going to ask about the local candidate, I dont want to pick a fight with them, we belong to differrent camps locally). It's common to hear the name of Pangilinan and Villar, I would present my arguement from time to time if I her the name of Chez( I just dont like spotlight grabbers). I was thrilled to hear the name of Roco among their list. To think that the people Im talking to gives out ballot that says otherwise.
Interestingly, most of them mentioned the name of Cesar Montano. I ask them why, and the answered "WHY NOT?". They claim that unlike Richard Gomez, Montano had a bachelor degree and an award winning film maker. But what really enlightens me is that Montano they said SIMBOLIZES the revival of the Visayan Film industry. A UNESCO ambassador could make him a worthy senatorial contender. Less likable only since he has no legislative experience and has not held public office(which I doubt necessary since he manage his own foundation for the youth). Sana nag TOURISM Secretary muna siya.
An industry long cannibalized by Sampaguita Pictures. In reality the Visayan film my face the inevitable for it to enjoy its former glory. It has been a funny experience for me to watch "Panaghoy sa Suba". It's like watching your next door neighbor acting onscreen. It maybe flawed but the idea of experiencing how Boholano's live during the war. Which is the purpose of the film, see the experience through a Visayan point of view. I myself would love to watch Oro Plata Mata in ilonggo. That will surely be a differrent experience.
Conclusion: I think I will not vote for the guy. Mag DOT Secretary muna cya, since his flatform is on culture and the arts. Tourism on the other hand showcases what we Filipino can offer to the world. So aun  | galera | Apr 20, '07 5:47 AM
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